Harry Styles is reflecting on his break from touring — and how it affected his return to the stage for his Together, Together tour.
“The fans have always been so emotionally generous toward me,” Styles, 32, said in an interview with W Magazine published on Tuesday, August 25. “I feel it now more than ever after taking a break from the road. When you’re around something all the time, it numbs you to it — like eating your favorite food all the time. The break recontextualized it. Black is most shocking on white.”
He continued, “In the time that I took away from touring, I watered a side of my life I hadn’t paid much attention to previously. Because I started so young, touring became so much of who I was. I would feel quite uncomfortable with stretches at home. I didn’t know what to do with myself sometimes. Now I feel really fortunate to have this incredible job and creative environment, but also this life away from it that I’m excited to spend time in. I don’t know that I had that before.”
Styles explained that the “idea of not touring is less frightening” to him now.
“It feels quite special to be in it, bathe in it, and be aware it’s not forever. It doesn’t come with this existentialism that it used to, when I was like, Who am I if I don’t do this? I’m a little more comfortable with who I am if I’m not doing it, which makes touring a lot more enjoyable. It quiets the —,” he said, while the interviewer chimed in to ask, “Who am I if I’m not being perceived?” He replied, “Exactly.”
For Styles, a “big part of the break” was centered around “recalibrating the image of myself that I felt like I was accidentally swallowing all the time — that was being reflected back at me but that I didn’t want necessarily.”
The crooner rose to fame after auditioning for The X Factor in 2010, going on to become a member of the chart-topping group One Direction before embarking on a successful solo career. Styles has also proven to be a critically acclaimed artist, winning Album of the Year at the 2023 Grammy Awards for his Harry’s House album.
“It’s such an unnatural thing to be shown other people’s perception of you all the time. I was a little bit in my head about moving through the world and feeling very aware of how everything was being perceived toward the end of the last tour. Like, if I moved this way, or if I did this — very outside in,” he said, as the reporter added, “Once you read a comment…”
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He replied, “It’s death!”
Styles shared that “a lot” of his time off was “about getting back to living from the inside out.”
“With the work as well, it was about: How do I make something that I really love with no perception of what’s expected of me or what people want from me?” he said. “There’s a cycle when someone makes something that connects with people. It becomes commercially successful, then everything you’re being told that you are is shifting you away from the version of yourself who was able to make something from a nice point of view.”
